Chapter 11

Michelle came over and we chilled before she had to leave. I went up stairs to see Aj just waking up. I crawled in bed with him.

"baby, why didn't you sleep?"

"I couldn't" I said laying on his chest. "sing 'End of the Road' to me please"

"ok," he said, "And now we go to the end of the road, still I can't let you go. It's unnatural you belong to me---" Aj stopped then laughed " I forgot the words."

"it's ok" I smiled. We sat there silent, "AJ?"

"yea baby?"

"I think, no, I know that I want you."

"what?" He asked sitting up

"I wanna have sex with you, I mean I love you and it will be special."

"Baby, I love you too, but are you sure?"

"yea." I said kissing his neck softly

"right now?"

"yea," I said rolling on my back so he could kiss me.

Aj stared at me until finally kissing me. He crawled on top of me and slipped his hands up my shirt. He broke the kiss to take my shirt off, then went back to kissing me. I moaned as he unsnapped my bra. Aj smiled while looking at me. I ran my hand down his back and pulled his shirt off.

"baby," He said pulling my hand away, "this is your first time and I'm gonna make it all for you ok?"

"ok" I nodded laying my head back.

Aj took off the rest of my clothes, then his. He ran his hand down my stomach then inserted a finger inside of me.

"mmmm" I moaned as he started to try to loosen me up. I felt him bring his finger out and lick it. Aj leaned back and took off his boxers.

I stared at him wide eye-d

"Erin?" He asked kissing my neck.

"yea?"

"whats wrong baby"

"you're too big" I whispered closing my legs, " I don't wanna do this anymore"

"baby, it doesn't matter how big I am,"

"but you're gonna strech me out"

"see sweetie, I'm made to fit inside of you. I'll fit, don't worry"

"I'm really scared"

"do you wanna touch it?"

I slowly reached out my hand and wrapped my fingers around it.

"see baby" he said as he tried not to moan, "it's ok"

I gently squeezed it before pulling back. "ok Aj"

"are you sure?"

"yes baby, I'm sure"

"ok" he said postioning himself over me

"AJ wait" I said, "is it going to hurt?"

"yea sweetie"

"ok" I nodded.

Aj slowly entered me.

I cried out in pain as I felt my insides rip apart. "Don't move. Please, don't move"

"ok baby" He said hoarsly

I buried my head in the crook of his neck and cried

"shhhhh....sweetie..it's ok"

"No Aj, I think somethings wrong...is it supposed to hurt this bad?" I said between tears

"yea baby, it is, I'm so sorry for putting you through this"

"just don't move"

"Ok" he nooded as he tried to support himself on his hands.

"AJ" I cried, "please make it stop...Oh my god, it burns so much"

"I know" He whispered kissing my tears away. Aj ran his hands up and down my body.

I wiped my tears away and nodded, "ok, you can move"

He pushed himself all the way in. Kissing me, he slowly pumped inside of me. The pain soon turned into pleasure as I moved my hips twards him. Aj went at a steady pace until I felt my release coming near.

"oh shit Aj" I moaned, "go faster baby"

Aj obeyed by thrusting his hips faster and faster. "oh sweet Jesus!" I exclaimed as we came together

"I Love you so much AJ"

"I love you too baby" he said kissing my lips

I winced in pain as he pulled out of me.