Chapter 18

~*~after the concert~*~

"water!"Swoop exaggerated as we walked off the stage before the encore

We all went into the girls dressing room and sat on a couch

"well damn"Mike said looking around, "they didn't give ya'll any food?"

"nope"I said grabbing a towel and wiping off,"do you guys have food?"

"no"

"I say we go to the guys room, you know they have food"Alisha said

We all got us and went with her. We walked into the dark room and turned on the light.

"oh! this is not fair at all!" Neffirtiti exclaimed looking at all the food and drinks that the guys had.

"shit, I'm eating it...we haven't eaten all day"Nicole said grabbng a plate and putting some food on it.

We sat around eating until we heard the guys come near the door.

"What are you guys doing in here?" one of the managers said walking in.

"Eating" Mark said while taking a bite of his fruit salad.

"Well this food isn't for you"he said taking away our plates.

"fuck this shit"Alisha said getting up,"what the hell are we supposed to eat?"

"The stuff that's in your room"

"well there's nothing in there" she said back.

"dude it's fine" Nick said sitting in a chair and grabbing his bag.

"no...it's not"

"fine, we don't want your food anyway" I said walking out as the others followed me

We walked past the fans and into the girl's dressing room.

"well, when we go to the hotel, we can eat" I said taking down my hair.

"yea"Mark said

There was a knock at the door. Swoop opened it to find Denise.

"I got McDonalds"She said walking in

"praise the lord!"I exclaimed getting up we all got our food and sat around talking as the guys did their meet and greet. After wwe finished, we got our stuff and walked out of the room to see the guys signing their last autograph.We walked past them and out to the buses and waited for someone to open the doors.

"Babe"AJ called running out.

I turned around,"yea?"

"I think we need to talk"he said shifting

"Ok" I said walking with him. He sat down in a chair and pulled me down on his lap.

"Are you trying to break up with me?" he asked looking into my eyes

"No! what would make you think that?"

"Well the whole distance thing between you me...I mean is that supposed to be a easy way of breaking up with me?"

"no, it's just that I feel like you blame me for loosing the baby"

"Sweetheart, I don't blame you at all"

"You don't?" I asked running my hand through his hair.

"No"he said softly,"I love you baby"

"I love you too" I said kissing him softly.

"Hey!"Leighanne called,"we're leaving"

"Wanna come on our bus?" Aj asked as I stood up

"Ok"I smiled walking with him hand in hand.

******

"So" I said as I layed on a couch with Aj, "Do you guys still have the fanatic thing?"

"Yea"he said pulling me closer to him, "and we also have TRL too"

"really?"I asked

"yup"

"Oh...can I come too?"

"Sure...you wanna sit in the green room?"

"no, I wanna sit in the audience"

"Ok, I'll get some of the other dancers to sit out there with you and Leighanne"

"K"I smiled