Chapter 29

~*~3 weeks later~*~

"Hey girl" JC said walking in, "Damn, you look like shit. And what is this, you're not matching?"

"Shut up" I mummbled. I was lounging around downstairs in a pair of pink sweats and a yellow sweatshirt.

"I saw AJ" He said sitting next to me

"You did?" I asked putting my ice-cream down, "What did he say"

"Nothin much..."

"did you even talk to him? Where did you see him?"

"At foot locker. Yea I talked to him."

"Did he say anything about me?"

"No" he said, "He was with someone else buying her shoes"

"Oh" I nodded blinking away my tears

"I'm sorry. Hey look, why don't we all go out tonight?"

"I don't want to"

"I'll tell you something if you promise to come with us"

"What?"

"Promise first"

"Ok, I'll go"

"AJ's gonna be there"

"He is?" I smiled

"Yep"

"I gotta get ready"

"You still got three hours"

I lifted up my sweats to show my hairy legs, "I havent shaved in three weeks. I need three hours"

He laughed while getting up and going upstairs.

~*~3 and 1/2 hrs later~*~

"Do I look ok?" I asked as Justin drove us all to the club. I sat in the passenger side of his beemer while JC, Lance, and Joey sat in the back. Chris followed behind us in his car.

"Yes, you look fine" Justin sighed.

I had on a pair of red leather pants that tied on the sides with a red tube top that also tied on the sides. I adjusted my red strappy sandals and looked back at Justin, "Do I look fine like ok, or do I look fine like I can get my boyfriend back"

"You can get him back" Joey said from the backseat

"Thank you Joesoph" I smiled. Justin pulled up to the club and parked, "Oh my god, there he is" I said watching AJ laugh with the other guys. I got out and fixed my outfit before walking to the bouncer with the other guys. I glanced over at AJ who hadn't seen me yet.

Leighanne looked at me and smiled coming over, "Hey girl!" she said giving me a hug

"Hey whats up?"

"Nothin, I love the outfit you look soooo good"

"Thank you, you look awesome too"

"No I don't" she frowned, "I look like a whale"

"How many more months?"

"about 1"

"That's so cool! Why are you at a club?"

"Brian" she laughed "Come say hi to the others"

"AJ is over there" I whinned

"I know" She smiled

"Is he with anyone?"

"Nope"

"Ok" I nodded, "Guys, I'll meet you in there. I got my phone ok?"

"Ok" They nodded going in.

I walked slowly with Leighanne over to the guys, "How are AJ and Nick?"

"AJ kicked his ass, ohh you should have seen it. He was yelling about how Nick stole his girl and everything. But now they're ok"

"Does he miss me?" I asked as we got closer to them

"Yea" she nodded, "Hey guys, look who is here"

They all looked at me.

"Hey" Brian exclaimed hugging me tightly, "How've ya been?"

"Ok" I smiled as Howie hugged me next followed by Kevin.

"Hey" Nick smiled softly

"Hey Nicky" I smiled

AJ looked at me then at my outfit then back at me.

"Hey" I said smiling at him

He didn't say anything while turning to walk inside.

"Well alright" I said as we followed him in. I walked over to the bar and sat down. I was underage so I couldn't buy myself a drink.

"What can I get ya?"

"A coke please" I smiled at him.

"Alright" He said as he poured my drink.

I sat there drinking it while looking around the club searching for AJ. I spotted him dancing with a tall blond with a short tube dress. He looked at me and smirked as he grinded into her more. He stared at me as he let his hand travel up her tight dress. I looked at her expression and realized that he was fingering her. I stood up and walked over to where Justin and JC were sitting.

"So have you talked to him yet?" Justin asked

"No" I said softly sitting down, "What's that?" I asked JC pointing to his drink

"Screaming Orgasm"

"Good," I said drinkning it then drinking Justin's. I stood up and grabbed the first guy who walked past me, "Hey sexy, you wanna dance?"

"Hell yea" He said as I led him on the floor near AJ.

I stood in front of him and moved my hips. I felt him growing and grinned licking my lips. I looked at Aj who was glaring at me as I lifted my leg and let the guy really grind into me. I turned away from him and continued dancing.

"I need to talk to you" AJ said dragging me away.

"I'll be back baby" I yelled to the guy as AJ dragged me outside, "Get the fuck off of me" I said shaking him off.

"What the hell is that? You go and dance right by me while practically fuckin that guy."

"Oh so it's ok for you to finger some girl while grinning at me like I wouldn't care. I mean damn, I still love you.

"No you don't. You just can't find anybody else who wants you so you decide to dust me off and try to get me back."

"I don't know what the hell is wrong with you" I said shaking my head and trying to keep the tears inside, "but you have some mad problems" I turned around started walking

"where are you going?" He asked crossing his arms

"Home!"

"You're gonna walk?"

"Yes"

"It take thirty minutes to drive here."

"Well maybe somebody who doesn't think I'm a slut will give me a ride" I said taking out my cell phone. AJ came up to me as I dialed the number.

"Hello?" A guy asked

"Jordan?"

"Yea..."

"It's Erin"

"Hey! what's up baby! I haven't talked to you since grad night"

"I know, look do you think you could pick me up?"

"From where?"

"the Roxy"

"Alright, I'll be there soon ok?"

"Ok, thank you"

"No problem" he said hanging up.

"I would have taken you home"

"You know what? Why don't you and your little slut go in there and continue fucking each other. I made one mistake and I have had to live with missing you and wanting you for the last three weeks. I don't know what else to do. I told you I was sorry and you know I love you more than anything. This is the LAST time I'm gonna tell you so you can get over your little game and figure out what you want, but I'm not gonna put my life on hold anymore!"

AJ walked away leaving me outside the hoppin club. I waited about ten minutes before Jordan pulled up.

"Hey" He said getting out and giving me a hug, "Why you are you crying?" He asked while letting me in.

"It's nothing" I sighed as he got in his side.

"So you want me to take you home?"

"Yes please" I said softly wiping away my tears

"SO what have you been up to since graduation?"

"Just dancing on the bsb tour, you?"

"Collage"

"Where do you go?"

"FSU Orlando"

"Yea? I might go there."

"Girl, I can't believe you didn't go to Georgetown. You got in and everything"

"It wasn't what I wanted" I said watching the scenery go by

~*~*~

"Thank you so much Jordy" I said reaching over and giving him a hug, "Here" I said handing him ten dollars

"It was my pleasure" He smiled pushing it back twards me

"You sure?"

"Yea" he nodded

"Thanks" I said getting out, "Call me up sometime ok?"

"Ok" He nodded watching me go in. I waved while closing the door. I sighed while walking up the stairs. I went into Justin's room and put on a pair of his sweats and an oversized sweatshirt. I walked back downstairs and sat on the couch watching MTV.

~*~3 hours later~*~

"Hey" Justin said walking in

"Hi" I said as I finished off the tub of frosting

"You need to get over it." He said shaking his head, "You're eating all day, gettin chunky..."

"You try losing the person you love. And I am not getting fat"

"I didn't say fat, I said chunky"

"Same thing" I said rolling my eyes

Justin shook his head while sitting down next to me, "Look, I hate seeing you like this over some guy. You two haven't even been together that long, what four months?"

"Five" I said

"Get over it then. You messed up and if he's not willing to take your apology, then you need to move on"

I looked at him, "Yea...but it's so hard. I love him so much"

"I know you love him" he said being cut off by the door bell ringing. He got up and opened the door revealing AJ. He motioned for him to come in before going upstairs

"Hey" He said to me closing the door.

"Hi" I mummbled ashamed of how I looked.

"We need to talk"

"I know" I said sitting up

He sat across from me, "I just wanted to tell you that I was sorry for calling you a slut, or anyhting else that I called you"

"Ok" I nodded looking in his eyes

"Alright, see you later"

"Wait, you came all the way over here to tell me you were sorry?"

"Yea, you know I can't stand it when somebody's mad at me"

"You are driving me crazy. Look, are we ever gonna get back together?"

"I don't think so"

"Oh" I said softly, "Ok, maybe you should go"

" Oh yea" he said taking out a check, "This is from the tour"

I snatched it from him, "Get out"

"You know what's really funny about this Erin? You're the one who slept with Nick...and you have the nerves to be mad at me because I'm upset."

"No I'm mad because you're playing games"

"I don't know what your talking about"

"Just tell me...do you still Love me?"

"Yes"

"Then why is it so hard for you to forgive me? I forgave you"

He didn't say anything

"See Aj, You don't even know"

"Why did you sleep with him?" AJ asked softly

"I didn't mean to" I said as he sat next to me, "I just went in my room and he was there. I tried to stop him, but...."

"But what? Did he rape you?"

"No" I said,"I don't know why AJ. All I know is I'm sorry"

He stared at me as i fidgetted with my bracelet

He leant forward and kissed me, "I love you" he whispered laying me back, "I wanna be with you again"

"Me too" I sighed as he kissed my neck while roaming my body, "Aj, we can't, not down here"

He stood up and pulled me with him. We walked up to my bedroom and locked the door behind us.