Chapter 40

I had fallen asleep next to Aj but woke up when I heard his voice

"Yea, Listen, I'll talk to you later....I'm taking care of something" he said turning and looking at me. I pretended to be sleep as he went on. He lowered his voice, "Ok Kris, yea give me about twenty minutes ok? bye" He clicked off his phone and sighed.

"Hey" I said waking up

"Hey baby. I gotta get home. I told my mom I'd go see he after I got home"

I sat up and looked at him. I pulled the cover up to cover my naked body.

"What?"

"Just get out AJ"

"What's wrong with you?"

"I can't believe that you're gonna leave me after you fucked me to go fuck Kristin"

"What-..what are you talking about?" he said pulling on his pants

"Maybe you should take a shower. That's kinda nasty to fuck two girls without a shower" I said getting up and getting dressed, "Get out"

"Erin"

"I heard you AJ, I fucking heard you on the phone with her. How could you do this to me?"

He sat there for a second.

Tears started streaming down my face, "Get out, I hate you!"

"Can I please talk to you?"

"For what? So you can break my heart more by telling me how many times you had sex with her!?"

"I'm sorry, I didn't mean for you to find out"

"You called right in front of me. If you would have taken the time to walk outside I would have never knew cause I'm so fucking stupid I believed you when you PROMISED me you didn't cheat on me."

Aj was speechless, "I don't know what to say"

"So that's it?"

"I don't want it to be, You know I love you more that anything and I would do anything to take this back"

"well I want it to be. Bye AJ"

"Erin"

"No" I said holding up my hand. He put on his shoes and started towards the door.

"I'm sorry I hurt you"

I looked at him with tears in my eyes, "Me too"

He walked out nad closed my door. I turned over and started sobbing. Minutes later there was a knock.

"Hey" Justin said walking in

"Hi"

"What happened?"

"He did cheat on me"

"He does that shit all the time" Justin said getting mad

"I know"

"So you broke up?"

"Yea" I cried

"You'll be ok"

"I know. I kinda already knew"

"One minute I hear your bed squeaking, next I hear fighting"

I laughed a little, "I'm gonna go to the mall. I need lots of clothes so I can get a new boyfriend"

Justin laughed and walked out. I got dressed and went to the mall.

"Erin?" Someone asked as I walked down the hallway with my numerous bags.

"Jordy?" I smiled giving him a hug, "How are you?"

"Good"

"Hey listen, I'm kinda hungry, wanna get something to eat?"

"Sure" he said walking with me. We went to the food court and sat down after we got out food, "SO what's been up"

"Just hangin out"

"Still with AJ?"

I shook my head no and looked away.

Jordan sensed it was a delecate subject and changed it, "I see you're still shopping as much as ever"

"Yea" I laughed

"You still look gorgeous"

"thanks" I smiled taking a bite of my food, "how's school?"

"It's great, I love it there"

"I bet, so who's the special person in your life?"

"No one. I've dated and stuff since you, but nothing as serious as we were"

"Oh"

"Well I was on my way back to my apartment, wanna come over? We can watch some movies or something."

I sat there for a second, "Sure, let's go. Oh wait, can we go to Express really fast?"

"Yea"

We went to Express adn I bought a couple of pairs of jeans. After that, I followed Jordan to his apartment.

"Hey" he said to another guy as we walked in, "This is my friend Erin, Erin this is Matt"

"Hi" I smiled. We went to Jordan's room and I sat on the bed. Jordan and I started talking about everything.

"Are you still a virgin?"

"No"

"I waited two years and you never gave me any, but you gave him some?" he laughed

I giggled.

~*~next morning~*~

I woke up and looked next to me at the sleeping Jordan, "Jordan, I'm gonna go home ok?"

"K, I'll call you later today ok?"

"Alright" I put on my shoes and walked out.

"Bye" Matt said

"Bye" I said walking out and closing the door behind me. I drove home and saw Britney's car in the driveway, "Hey guys" I smiled walking in

"So where were you all night?" Justin teased

"At Jordan's"

"No shit"

"Yea"

"Did you...?"

"No, we just watched movies and stuff"

"Oh, Aj called"

"Too bad, I don't give a shit about him"

"And Nick called too"

"Why didn't he call my cell?"

Justin shrugged

"What did he say?"

"He's having a party at his house tonight and wanted us to go"

"You too?"

"mmhmm"

"Oh"

"Are you going?"

"Maybe, but I don't wanna see Aj"

"Why don't you bring Jordan so he'll be jealous"

I smiled, "Good Idea"

That Night, Jordan came to pick me up and we went to Nick's house while Justin and Britney met us there.

"What's up" I said to Mandy

She hugged me and handed me a beer, "Who's that?"

"Jordan"

"He's hot"

"I know, we used to go out in high school"

We walked towards everybody else.

"Hey babe" Brian said

"Hey"

"You ok?"

"I'm prefect"

"Good"

"Hi" Aj said coming up to me

"Hi"

"Hey" he said looking at Jordan

"What's up?" Jordan asked shaking his hand and then wrapping an arm around my waist.

Aj looked at Jordan's arm then back at me, "Wow, you move on fast don't you?"

I shrugged

Kristin came up behind him and put her hands over his eyes, "Guess who?"

AJ grinned and pulled her hands away. He turned around and kissed her.

I dropped my mouthed and stormed off into the back yard.

"What's wrong?" Nefertiti asked

"That fucking Bitch Kristian!" I yelled pointing towards the house, "She fucking knows what she's doing and she has a lot of fucking nerves to think that Aj loves her as much as he loves me. I swear to G*d!"

Jordan came out a second later, "You ok?"

"Yea" I said pacing, "Why would he do that right in front of me. I mean we just broke up yesterday over that whore and then he kisses her right in front of me. He's just trying to piss me off"

"It's working"

"Shut up" I muttered sitting down. I sat in a lawn chair and gazed towards the house and I saw Aj sitting in a chair with Kristian in his lap making out. I crossed my leg and shook my foot trying to calm down.

"It's ok" Nefertiti said

"She was supposed to be my friend. He's just fucking her. I mean why would he want to be with her anyway"

"Me and him talked on tour, and he said that he though he could never do anything right for you. Like he said he fucked up Valentines day and your anniversary and you totally flipped out on him"

"He said that?"

"Yea"

"So he was gonna break up with me?"

"No, he was just gonna talk it out. But like when he gets depressed, who ever is there for him he has sex with"

"Did you have sex with him?"

"Oh G*d no, I have Nick for that"

I slightly laughed then looked back at them, "They can at least come up for air. Jordan, can we go?"

"You don't wanna stay?"

"No"

He took my hand and led me back to the house.

"I'm so happy we're back together AJ" Kristian said as soon as she saw me walk through the doors

AJ didn't say anything as he looked at me

"Let's hurry and go back to your place while we're still in the mood"

"That's so sad that you have to try that hard to make me jealous" I said stopping. "It's not working"

"If it's not working, why are you stopping"

"Fuck you" I said letting go of Jordan's hand and handing him my purse.

She stood up, "Don't be a bitch to me cause he doesn't want you anymore"

"You don't know shit. AJ doesn't want your skanky ass so shut the fuck up"

"You sure got a lot to say, bitch"

"I'm not even gonna stoop to your level, you classless whore"

People started to stare at us.

"Well while your man is fucking me tonight, I'll remember that"

I slapped her hard across her face, "You fucking slut"

"I can't believe you just did that"

"Believe it" I snapped

Kristian pushed me almost making me fall. Seconds later we were both fighting.

"Stop" Kevin said trying to pull me off.

"Get the fuck off me" I screamed latching on to Kristian's red hair.

"Let go" Aj said trying to pull my hands off her hair.

"Fuck you" I yelled pushing him away with my free hand. Nick and Kevin both tried pulling me off but I had Kristian's hair on a tight hold. She stopped fighting me and was trying to free herself.

"Let me go" She yelled at me

"Say something about fucking him again"

"Erin, just let her go" Jordan said.

"No"

Seconds later Justin made his way through the crowd that had formed around us.

"Get off" Aj said still trying to get her free.

"Erin let her go" Justin said

"Justin just go away" I cried letting go of her

"Fuck you" Kristian said grabbing her purse and walking towards the front door,

 I looked at the big clump of hair I held in my hands, "I can't believe I acted like that" I mutterd.

Everyone just stood there not knowing what to say.

"Let's go" Jordan said

"Wait" Aj said, "Let me talk to you" he said taking hold of my arm. I snatched it away from him and just looked at him.

"Aj, there is nothing that you could say to me that would make me fell better about what you've done to me"

Me and Jordan walked out to his car after AJ sped away in his. 

"Can you follow him?" I asked Jordan

"Yea" He said. He followed Aj and we ended up in front of an apartment complex. Aj got out and was met by Kristian.

"Bastard" I muttered, "Let's go home"

****

"Thanks" I said to Jordan after he drove me home.

"No problem, are you gonna be ok?"

"Yea, wanna come up anyway, It's kinda late"

"I guess I could crash here" He said parking. We walked in the dark house and went up to my room.

"I'm sorry if I embarrassed you"

"You didn't. I probably would have fought her ass too"

I smirked while changing and laying down, "Let's go to sleep"

He wrapped his arm around my waist.

"I don't understand  why he's doing this to me. He knows I'm already really hurt and then he does this to me"

"I know, it'll be ok"

I turned towards him and cried on his chest, "I love him so much. It's just I'm so used to being spoiled and when he disappoints me I get really bitchy...I didn't mean for him to stop loving me and cheat on me"

"He hasn't stopped loving you"

"Jordan, yesterday was the first time I had talked to him in like a month. I've never gone that long without talking to him."

"Everything will be ok, plus you have me"

"I know" I sighed

"Go to sleep ok?"

I nodded closing my eyes. I woke up to the sun shining in my face. Jordan turned over and continued sleeping. I got up and walked downstairs, "What are you doing here?" I asked as I saw Aj sitting on the couch.

"Waiting for you to wake up"

"Get out"

"Can we talk?"

"Not after how you disrespected me last night. You didn't have to make out with her right in front of me"

"I know, I'm sorry"

"No you're not, now get out"

He pulled some flowers from behind his back.

I rolled my eyes, "I want you to get out of my house right now"

"Baby, I know what a mistake I made. I would never do anything to hurt you like that again."

"Bullshit cause last night you did everything in your power to make sure that I felt like shit last night"

"That was all Kristian"

"Oh, I guess she just raped you last night when you went back to her house"

"Did you follow me?"

"I just wanted to see if you were actually going to console her after what she did to me"

"You're the one who hit her first"

I just looked at him.

"Look sweetie, let's go out to lunch and talk it out"

"No" I said shaking my head trying to keep the tears from falling.

"Erin"

"I hate you AJ! You're fucking ruining my whole life!"

"How!"

"All I ever did was love you and then you always fucking cheat on me and then do stuff just to spite me"

"Like you've never cheated on me!"

"After you did it to me!"

"Let's just get past this"

"I can't get past this cause I know that everyday of that tour that I wasn't there and that you decided not to call me, you were fucking Kristian and not thinking about me. And now that you realized that she's not girlfriend material and that she's not what you really want now you decided to come back here and try to get me back"

"I don't want you to cry over this baby, you and I are meant to be together, I am so sorry for everything"

"Yea well maybe after you're alone, you'll realize what you had"

"If you would just listen to me I could talk to you and tell you the stuff that was really bothering me and maybe we could fix it"

"You think you're the only one who had problems in this relationship?"

"I swear! Nothing is ever good enough for you! I buy you the whole fucking world and every time you still get pissed at me. That's why I fucking cheated on you cause you're such an ungrateful bitch and you don't appreciate shit" he blurted, "I'm sorry I shouldn't have said that"

"Don't you ever talk to me like that again! I am not ungrateful and if you didn't get drunk and dessert me on our anniversary then I wouldn't have been mad and you wouldn't have cheated on me. Just get the hell out!"

"Weren't you even listening to a thing I said?!"

"Yes, I heard you. When the time is right, maybe we can talk"

"Are you going to perform at the video music awards with us? They're in like two months"

"No, not with you"

"Fine" Aj said turning and walking out, "And you know what? I'm the best thing that ever happened to you."

"Oh don't even pretend that I'm one of the broke bitches who didn't have shit till she met you. I was something before you, and I'll be just fine after you, now get the fuck off my property" I said before slamming the door.

I turned and saw both Justin and Jordan standing there. I sighed then put on a fake smile, "Good Morning"

"You ok?"

"Peachy, who wants breakfast?" I asked walking into the kitchen

"You're gonna cook?" Justin asked

"Mmmhmm" I said taking down cereal bowls, "Fruit loops or lucky charms?"

"Let's go to I-hop" Jordan said looking at me strangely.

"K" I went upstairs and sat on my bed. Tears poured out as I saw a framed picture of me and AJ. I jumped as my phone rang, "Hello?" I asked eagerly

"Hi! Is Erin there?" A girl asked

"Yea, who's this?"

"Oh you don't know me but I'm like your biggest fan in the world"

"Are you calling for Justin?" I asked standing up and changing my clothes

"No, but is he around?"

"No" I said rolling my eyes

"Oh...ummm"

"Not to be rude, but how'd you get my number?"

"Off the internet"

"Oh, well I was actually on my way out, It was nice talking to you"

"Ok, can I call you again sometime"

"Sure"

"Ok, bye"

I hung up. I changed and went back to Justin and Jordan, "Let's go"